Thank you MJF
By Scott Keith on 3rd August 2023
I was so moved by his promo last night. I've struggled for so many years not even knowing what was wrong with me. It started early in high school with this intense fear of being around people and rejection and ridicule. Even the smallest negative comment will eat away at me and send me into a tailspin. It affects my social life, dating, even driving. I can't drive out of my very small comfort zone. It has destroyed my life and I've been left with depression and loneliness for years and years on end. For all these years I had no idea what was wrong with me. His promo last night about his struggles talking about a disorder called RSD. I've never heard of this before watching a pro wrestling show. I never knew what could potentially be wrong with me until watching a pro wrestling show.
I love AEW and love it even more now. I have no idea where to go from here because I am very much straight edge. I don't drink, smoke, do drugs and really am afraid of taking any sort of medication. I've read about the side effects of ADHD medications that could treat this disorder and I am terrified. However, I don't know what else to do to turn my life around and feel normal. I just know now that I love MJF and AEW for even putting this out there and informing people about this. I would have never known despite having sessions with life coaches, counselors, even hypnosis. I would owe my life to them if this is finally the answer to my suffering.
What an amazing gift in so many ways it's been to have this other pro wrestling show to watch. I feel like there's a glimmer of hope for the first time in a while. Thank you Scott for putting this on your blog.